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Anything But Hope

by Ed Englerth

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1.
Rumble of the Train by Ed Englerth The track ran through my town I’d hear the train about sunset They never stopped back then And they’re not stopping yet They’re older than their wisdom They’re sadder than their tears They keep moving through the night And won’t slow down for years (Chorus) It’s the rumble of the train The rumble of the train (repeat Chorus) But they’ll have to stop one day Be laid to rest on twisted backs In the meantime, they’ll keep driving Although someone’s stole the tracks They rarely check their watches now They’ve been traveling for so long They know each place by the pain That won’t stop till they’re gone (Chorus 2X) (Bridge) With clicks n’ clacks n’ rattles It shutters and it shakes There’s a long and lonely moan As if it’s heart would break (last verse) Late at night while I lie sleeping I heard that high sad whistle I dreamed I boarded that train And disappeared over a hill (Chorus 4X)
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Spark 02:49
Spark by Ed E For every bad time For every sad life Whenever there’s trouble, Wherever lighting strikes For the cloudy days of rain When the wind blows like ice When you’ve been down so long You can no longer cry (Chorus) There’s a spark, I know there’s a spark Sometimes it’s like a fiery arc There’s a spark When you’ve gone blind, From staring into the night Alone on the road, Between the earth n’ sky When you lay down to die, But can’t find any rest You’ve been dragged on the ground There’s nothing left (Chorus) (Lead) (Bridge) When there’s no big picture & there’s no details When it makes no sense When there’s no trail (Chorus 2X)
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Honey With Fear by Ed Englerth This is a fictional account Of a long lost love It tells the truth Which makes it rough The words are thorny When the pain is deep & it’s worse than that When it’s your deepest need (Chorus) She mixed honey with fear She twisted hope to make me believe Pulling all the clouds in the sky It rained 40 days and nights And it cost everything If you get close enough to see the tears You better head for higher ground I’d like to just close my eyes Then to enter the slaughterhouse But I won’t stop I’ll deliver the news Though they burn the messenger I’d much rather have that Then this emptiness I’ve earned. (Chorus) What could never happen Would never be seen With only a touch I can finally begin. (Chorus) //: And it cost everything ://
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Put My Arms Around Her by Ed Englerth She’s like chocolate so good yet melts away when the sun is hot she longs for cooler days her love is deep the pain is wide her heart holds me her panic simply lies * and I put my arms around her never letting go I kiss her cause I need her she’s the one I chose She’s like crystal beauty in the light yet so fragile she hides inside she’s my other the best part of me oh how I love her together we’re complete * life together can be hard burning sand in the desert heat but God can make the flowers flourish As we draw close to Him
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If I Could 01:54
If I Could by Ed Englerth If I could touch you If I could show you my love If I could hold you from here //: If I could :// If I could jump through the wires If I could pass through the air If I could slip between the frequencies //: If I could :// //: I won't be gone forever:// 3X All the same I抦 not there now If I could touch you If I could show you my love If I could hold you from here If I could jump through the wires If I could pass through the air If I could slip between the frequencies //: If I could ://
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Love Is Not To Blame by Jan Krist & Ed Englerth Why do you come crying With such sad stories As if love hurt you Like some kind of disease As you sigh you look at me You say, I know you'll understand If you two have so much love Why are you looking for a friend? (Chorus) Love is not to blame Love never caused all your pain I get so tired of love wearing the black hat It's not love that hurts it's the lack Tell me again about him You say he loves only you Your heart needs mending Yet you swear he loves only you You ache with the longing To make it right, to stop the fights When will this striving end When will you see the lies? (Chorus) I get so tired of love wearing the black hat It's not love that hurts it's the lack
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Suitcase 03:50
Suitcase by Ed Englerth I’ve got a suitcase full of love & it’s drenched in the blues I’ve got a suitcase full of love & it’s drenched in the blues This life is full of heartache But love will get me through //: I’m in my hour need Every minute every day :// I know I’d die for sure If the hand of grace was delayed. //: My dreams are often haunted my sleepless nights are full of pain :// If you don’t hold me close I’m sure I’ll go insane //: The sky is on fire & there’s no place to run :// there’s only one way out yea that’s right, just one //: I’ve got a suitcase full of love & it’s drenched in the blues :// This life is full of heartache But love will get me through (repeat last line 3X)
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Shedding Blood Was Meant To Hurt by Ed Englerth I lost my heart In a concrete canyon I lost my place To what might have been I sat down On my pickups gate I closed my eyes And my heart changed lanes (Chorus) Sacrifice is never easy Shedding blood was meant to hurt I’ve got to cut and run now If this is ever going to work The valley below And mountain above I live in between And wonder what’s enough Walked to the truck door As I took out my keys Pulled out on the road And I repeat my creed (Chorus) (Bridge) Some would cry and carry on I’ll face the facts, no use throwing stones Who I am’s not tied to who I’m with Why’d it take so long to get to this (Chorus)
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Arms Wide Open by Ed Englerth Hell hath no fury Like love gone wrong A fatal attraction Fire to the moth Her only intention Her hard heart's desire To filet my soul Lay me out on the fire (Chorus) Arms wide open expecting an embrace I saw the truth; I’ve looked in her face When you’re the only dancer, You’re really alone Where once you were one, Now your not known She took me out on the road I thought it would last She lost me on purpose Drove off with a laugh (Chorus) Salt in the eyes Blade to the heart It’s hard to go on There’s no place to start hmmmmm hmmmmmmm (Chorus 2X) I looked in her face, I looked into.
10.
Don’t Kiss Me (like you own me) by Ed Englerth I never meant to take the step Or pretend the door was open The idea got into your head From a message I didn’t mean to send I guess I’ll have to tell you (Chorus) Don’t kiss me like you own me Don’t hold me like I’m yours Don’t hold yourself against me I need both feet on the floor Don’t lead me to your bed I need you for my friend There’s no mysterious mission Why can’t friends just embrace Must I now mistrust your motives There was no cause for a flame I guess I shouldn’t assume That all is understood Especially at this moment When it seems so powerful (Chorus)
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Anything But Hope by Ed E It’s a collapse of confidence Please disregard after use This is the better way my life is living proof I stand tall in the desert Searing in the sun at noon Then I remember I left nothing and my strength is renewed * I am strong – I am strong I can live with anything, but hope when in a crowded room I walk around like a brute knockin’ people to the ground I wipe my brow and then resume * Since I gave up hope I know I can make it there’s nothing left to loose Since I gave up hope I fake it I’m just that kind of fool, kind of fool * I am strong oh so strong I can live with anything I can live with anything I can live with anything but hope
12.
Make Me A Melody By Ed Englerth Make me a melody Sing me strong Like a dream desired And easily recalled Let the song be famous Let this singer not Be sure to remind me If in the future I抳e forgot Let me be your melody Let me be your melody from now on When things are good Or they become too much Let your song come floating back With a healing touch Your song is constant Flowing through the centuries Pure and satisfying Please flow through me Let me be your melody Let me be your melody from now on
13.
The Arch 02:46
The Arch by Ed Englerth Leonardo Da Vinci Understood the arch It can hold the heavy weight It’s not just a work of art Form follows function The center stone is key Two weaker semicircles Are kept from tragedy The Arch follow The Arch Envision the support With mutual strength Provided by the other With hands outstretched Compassion in action Nations, cities, those next door Without one another We’re naked, weak, & poor The Arch follow The Arch Wars are won and loss Far fro the battle field In the heart of each one The future is revealed The Arch follow The Arch
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Just One Thing by Ed Englerth If there was just one thing I had to battle day and night I抎 press my fingers into the flesh of its neck Then and there I抎 end that fight If there was just one thing If there was just one thing If there was just one thing That I had to be forgiven of It wouldn抰 be so hard to ask For the kind of grace that flows from love If there was just one thing If there was just one thing Time pours me out like water From my cradle to my grave Some people are refreshed Others I wash away If there was just one thing That brought the sky down to the ground Crushing us beneath its mighty weight Thus ending all our vows If there was just one thing If there was just one thing
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Rapture Snake by Ed Englerth He's Coming Back Next Year - Going To Put Things Right – He'll Burn Up The Dross - I Can Read The Signs – The Storm Clouds Are Coming - Going To Drench This Sick World – Blood Is Going To Flow - And Soak Into The Soil – So Calls The Voice Of The Rapture Snake - It's The Rapture Snake – People Touch It's Skin - Then Do It Again & Again – It's The Rapture Snake – We'll Be Lifted To The Sky - Before The Fire Fall – It's All Right To Chuckle - It'll Be A Glorious Day – Live Life Here And Now - Don't Worry About The Mess When The King Returns - He'll Fix Up The Place (Chorus) As He Whispers Hoarsely "The End Is Near" – It's Not Faith He's Building - Fear Is Proclaimed Here – He Broadcast His Concern - Yet He Hates All Mankind – It's Not A Warning He's Calling His Bite Betrays His Lies (Chorus)

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From the vault, "Anything But Hope" acoustic guitars plus more. Ed played n sang everything except main lead guitar on 'Spark' and harmony vocal on 'Make Me A Melody' which were done by Jimi Mathews

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released July 21, 2020

Ed played n sang everything except main lead guitar on 'Spark' and harmony vocal on 'Make Me A Melody' which were done by Jimi Mathews. Recorded and mastered by Ed E.

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Ed Englerth Hastings, Michigan

Ed Englerth has played music with; Ray White(Frank Zappa & Zappa Plays Zappa), Kenny Meeks (Sixpence None The Richer), Joe English(Paul McCartney & Wings), Robin Robbins (Bob Seger), John Lawry (Petra), Jan Krist, Jim Cole, Aracely, Jim Earp, Scott Roley, Dave Perkins (Chagall Guevara), Donny Hartman (Frost), Harvey Jet (Black Oak Arkansas)

Ed Englerth is a BlueSideDownStudios artist.
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